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01 January 2020 @ 12:01 am
     "He who fights with monsters should be careful lest he thereby become a monster."
          Friedrich Nietzsche

     "The violence done us by others is often less painful than that which we do to ourselves."
          François de la Rochefoucauld

     "The mob is man voluntarily descending to the nature of the beast."
          Ralph Waldo Emerson

     "The nose of a mob is its imagination. By this, at any time, it can be quietly led."
          Edgar Allen Poe


P e a c e . ♥

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Current Music: lily allen - ldn
01 January 2012 @ 08:55 pm
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Current Location: the shealing
Current Mood: okayokay
01 January 2012 @ 08:49 pm
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Current Location: the shealing
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24 June 2010 @ 05:44 pm
Step 1: Post this into your LJ publicly.
Step 2: Others will reply anonymously about what they really think of you.
Step 3: Cry, because this meme is so brutal, & it hurts. :P
Current Location: richmond
Current Mood: hungryhungry
How do I leave this so long? Honestly!

My life has basically consisted of working with Noah, working at Waterstone's, watching telly, reading, dicking about on the 'Net, visiting my parents & wanting to kill bumming around with Nick. I don't want to kill him, of course, but I've been very stressed out due to money issues which I know aren't his fault, but it's really getting to me. There are times when I look into his eyes & I feel love so deep it's quite hard to put into words, I see this whole future panning out before us - & there are others when I just want to run away screaming & never look back. The other week I cried in front of him - actually cried; real tears, sobbing, snotty nose, everything - which is very unlike me. I don't cry, on my own or otherwise, unless something is terribly wrong. I guess things were really getting on top of me. They still are, to be honest, but what can I do about it? I'm working as much as I'm able to & I'm selling everything I don't really need. I don't want to run myself into the ground like I did when university was still on, I'd quite like some time to myself too, but it's tough. Really tough.

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As a side note, I keep dreaming about people I don't want to recently, it's really annoying me. Total memory wiping à la Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind is a little too extreme, but I wish there was some way of erasing people from your past without erasing the experience you gained from said moments. That would be amazingly handy I feel. Hmm. These doughnuts have made me feel very fat, I have not been eating them correctly - I should have had one with yoghurt or something. Bloooateddd.

Just out of curiosity, I decided to search for Daniel on Facebook the other day, knowing I wouldn't find him because I've blocked him. However, despite this, I did find his LinkedIn profile which states he's not working at Broadway Malyan anymore (I didn't think he'd stay there much longer, the place was killing him slowly), but instead he's working for Evolve Consultancy as a CAD consultant & writing for a website called EatYourCAD run by the boss of Evolve. I'm guessing the pay at his new place must be far better & the hours too. I freaked out a little when I saw that it said "Kingston upon Thames" as his business location, although when I looked on the website for the company it stated that their London office was at an N22 postcode. So, either they're lying & they do have an office in Kingston, or that's where he's living now, which isn't great as it's just down the road & I shop there fairly often. I knew he wanted to move to London after going home for awhile but I thought he had his eye on somewhere more central. Anyway - I just thought it was odd enough to mention. If I'm honest it gives me the creeps.

So much coming up in the next few weeks & summer seems to be disappearing fast - although to be honest there are still three months left. I successfully managed to avoid being too gutted about not going to Download or Isle of Wight, I just need to avoid Glastonbury now & Reading Festival & things should be fine! I've been enjoying the World Cup & Wimbledon, it's been a fun summer of sport so far. I think I'm going to Yorkshire in the last week of August with mum & I might also get to go to Somerset to see Nick's family if he can get the time off work (if he has a job by then...). So, yeah. Things to do. Think I might go eat that yoghurt now - night night, all. xx

New iPhone 4 launches - well, now, I guess. I'm seriously considering getting one when my phone contract is due for renewal in September, but I may still go with a HTC phone. We'll see. (This is more of a note to myself than anything else, excuse the randomness).
Current Location: the shealing
Current Mood: groggygroggy
Current Music: pes 2009
02 February 2010 @ 10:05 pm
Stolen from jessicka_harlot & dreamofhorses:

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The deal is that you're supposed to type your answers to the questions into Google Image Search & post one of the pictures that pops up with no explaination whatsoever. Your friends can comment to try & guess the answers if they want to.
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Current Location: the shealing
Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: pes 2009
27 November 2009 @ 06:41 pm
Meme stolen from dreamofhorses, suzyvalentine, satans_fairy_...

You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life, & all of a sudden you think “Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when?” & then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers & put yours in their place, & then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out.

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08 November 2009 @ 11:02 pm
Three updates in two days, you guys are blessed. However, they are only memes. Feel free to do all, one, two, or even none, of them. :)

01 Stolen from meri_sielu:

Post a picture in my comments that you think describes me when you think about what/who I am. No matter how surreal or plain. Give no written explanation. Just an image.

02 Stolen from clarabella_h & killerrrcocopop:

The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ & find out what people don’t know about you.

03 Stolen from sodamnquirky:

In your own handwriting...

1. Write your username.
2. Write your two favourite bands/groups of the moment.
3. Write something you ♥, AKA lemme see your heart.
4. Write the name of your favourite person of all time.
5. Write the name of your recent favoured person.
6. Tag 6 people to do this meme.

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Current Location: the shealing
Current Mood: satisfiedsatisfied
Current Music: the departed
26 September 2009 @ 11:10 pm
Here’s some memes to keep you going until I do a proper update - which should hopefully be soon seeing as I have my laptop back... although uni has started, so we’ll see!

Stolen from meri_sielu:

Desktop Wallpaper Meme

* Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme & their current wallpaper.
* Explain in no more than five sentences why you’re using that wallpaper!
* Don’t change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!

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Leave me a comment saying “Don’t bring me back!”,
I’ll respond by asking you five questions so I can get to know you better.
Update your journal with the answers to the questions.
Include this explanation in the post & offer to ask other people questions.

bakacoconut69’s Qs:

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killerrrcocopop’s Qs:

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Stolen from jessicka_harlot:

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Final one! From bakacoconut69:

1. If you’re on my friends list, I want to know 35 things about you. I don’t care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short & sweet is fine.

2. Comment here with your answers & repost the questionnaire on your own journal.

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Current Location: home
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Current Music: bangkok dangerous
16 August 2009 @ 01:43 am
comment on this post & I will choose seven interests from your profile. you will then explain what they mean/why you are interested in them. post this along with your answers in your own journal so that others can play along.

fazzi picked mine... here goes:

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so, now you know! who wants a go?

I also stole this from zombiebloomers:

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[proper update tomorrow. perhaps.]
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Current Location: home
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: damages